when I was 15 years old I dated a boy who is 18. I've always had a thing for boys who are on my level. Girls usually are on par with me mentally. But not boys. I tended to be a lot more grown-up than the boys my age, so I usually dated older boys. that was my first relationship with an older man. It ended pretty well. We never had sex, but we got pretty close. When I was 16 I dated to 20 year old man. I had just gotten out of a relationship with my best friend, and it probably wasn't the best course of action. but he made me feel loved, and I loved the attention that he gave me. now we were both into some dirty shit, and it really just worked out for a long time. I think that was the longest relationship I was in. he's the boy I lost my virginity to. all my friends know about him. And some of his friends knew about me, he never seemed ashamed of me. I kind of had a puppy love thing for him. one day my parents found out about it they were pissed of course their sixteen-year-old daughter with a now 21 year old man. they still give me looks. I can't bring myself to regret that relationship though. now it's been awhile since this happened, but does anybody have any advice to make this easier??