Okay for starters I do suffer a little from anxiety and Depression. (I’m not sure what is relevant but I’ll just say it)

Any way me and this guy are friends ? FWB? Whatever. But he tends to push me away . Now I’m usually the one pushing people away so I would typically just drop him and move in with life. In fact I have done so in the past with him. But this time is different. I almost feel compelled to stay in this friendship. This is just so odd to me because I usually just leave but every time I think of doing that I just get this overwhelming feeling like that isn’t the right decision. I’m it sure how to explain it as I’ve never really felt this way before. Im kind of lost