Help w/ my thoughts

I’m so depressed. And my anxiety has been so much worse lately. I honestly just don’t know what the fuck to do. My mom doesn’t understand at all. I’m just a fuck up and I don’t leave my room much anymore because I’m addicted to sleep. I sleep my life away except the time I’m at work then it’s straight back to sleep. I’m only 17. I feel my life going on without me but the funny part is I don’t really care. I really truly feel like if I get hurt just one more time it might be the end of everything. I’m scared of what I’m gonna do and how I’ll react.