ok so there’s this guy that i kinda liked. he did ask me to sleep with him once before and i was fine with it and was going to do it bc i wanted to but it never happened. so this guy, i’ll call him alex, he doesn’t really talk to me that much. sometimes on late nights i’ll text him bc i have no one else to talk to and we’ll just have a basic convo. but yea.

so the other night, i had a really weird dream. the following is my dream ( i typed it in my journal and then just copy and pasted it and changed the names lol) :

last night i had a really weird dream. i was in this house. it was a small house and it seemed to belong to alex. we were both in his room. we were making out when i got a phone call from some guy. the guy was just asking me to fuck him and i was like “sure, in ur dreams.” ( lol ) so yea.

alex was still laying down and i got back to him and we continued to make out. i took off my shirt and then was abt to take his off when he stopped me.

i was like “ what’s wrong? and he said “ i feel like ur using me for sex and u don’t actually like me” the i said “ no baby, id never do that, i love u”

we the. just went on and kinda had sex but then i woke up.

ok... so mind u that i’m only 14. idk what to make of this but i can’t stop thinking abt it.

ahhhhhhhh

have any of u guys had this happen to u or no? pls help me. i’m kinda freaking out abt this bc i’m still trying to get over these two guys i rlllllyyyy like.