After making love last night I couldnt hrlp and text my husband. I really don't know why I called myself those things... even I was mad at myself after.

Maybe I haven't forgiven myself and is why I bring up my past mistakes of losing my virginity with multiple guys BEFORE my husband 😔 I feel guilty in when I'm lying in your arms of (used to) having a life of fornications.... I still carry some shame knowing you waited for me all those times and didn't know it yourself, but had selfcontrol and virginity. any helpful advice is appreciated.... Thanks.