Different person at night

I’m a sad person when the sun goes down. I’ve got no friends, I left my ex because he lied...I’ve got my family in a foreign country.

I wish I lived in my own country, only because I wish I had those friendships now, I need those types of friendships again. I’m a young adult and don’t know how to make a best friend (loyal, trusting friendship).

I can cry rivers at night.