😣 i almost give up

Hoku 💕

I tried going back to sleep, but my anxiety kick in i was crying really hard and already having thoughts of killing myself, i felt i was ready i wanted to do it but i reach out to my friends and i called the hotline it calm me down a little bit, im still hurt im still in pain but i know that my guardian angel (mama) will protect me from all these demons growing inside me.