I’m getting my first ultrasound today at 10w1d and I’m petrified that something will be wrong. I know I should think positive, but I’m just so scared. I had an ultrasound at 5w1d and saw a yolk sac, but no baby/heartbeat yet. Praying! 🙏

Layered on top of that stress is worry about my husband’s blood test results. Turns out I’m a carrier of SMA, so the results of my husband’s test will have huge implications. Results should be in on Monday. 🙏 🙏

I just want to enjoy being pregnant and share the great news with our family and friends, but the waiting...waiting...waiting is horrible! I feel so alone because no one knows what I’m going through. 😥