Literally tonight is one of those night where I’m pointing out how horrible I am and everything wrong with myself, and so my boyfriend knew and he wanted me to talk about it, but whenever I talk about how I feel it makes me feel so dumb and idiotic that I’m upset with how I am. So he gets mad at me for not talking to him but can you blame me for not talking about myself when it makes me feel inferior? So really I’m just gonna cry till I got to sleep cause I just need a good cry cause I haven’t cried in a minute.