anxiety and meds

my doctors recommend I take half of my anti depressant for the time being. it has been a few weeks and my anxiety is just terrible. I really hadn't seen much improvement of my actual depression but it did help my anxiety and focus and apparently much of my active day, which has dwindled to barely anything. I am feeling hopeless over the idea of the next several months making my depression and anxiety worse and no one wanting to treat it because of the baby. how do I find helpful but safe advice and care? Anyone else struggling?