How is it my baby has been gone a month today? 30 full days, and nights.. and I still cry just like it happened yesterday... I’m still on the road to recovering physically from my miscarriage.. this sucks.. so...freaking.. bad..

I should have been planning your picture reveal this weekend, with your name, and if you would be my little boy or my little girl. ..but that was torn from me.

Life isn’t fair.. I’m trying to stay positive, but all I feel is depressed.