so tonight I realized how abusive my fiancé really was towards me. I never wanted to see how bad things were because I love him and I wanted to spend my life with him. tonight changed it all. we were with friends, he got drunk, and decided to flip out on me in front of everyone. he finally said “leave then, fuck you” so ya wanna know what i did? I got my keys and left. I am so beyond proud of myself for finally having the balls to leave. I may have wasted a lot of time on him but now I know what I truly want out of a relationship.