TTC for a year, don’t give up.

So me and my SO have been TTC for a year now and I turn 40 in November, I get truly disheartened every month with the dreaded BFN that the past month in my mind I just gave up in trying and left Glow behind for a while.

I usually have spotting 2-4 days before I’m due on, well it’s 2 days till AF and I thought ‘Oh did it, lets do a test’ so about an hour ago I did and got this.

At the moment I feel a bit in limbo, I’m not sure if it’s real or not.

Is it really a BFP I’m not used to seeing this. This is literally a first! 😯