AF due tomorrow or Monday. Digital test negative today. August 1 will mark THREE YEARS TTC#2. I just don’t know how much more my heart can take. I can not believe my son is 4 1/2 and still not even a sibling on the way. He asks all the time. Family asks all the time. I thought you wanted kids close in age? I always think how are they going to be close so far apart if it ever happens? I’m just lost and very very depressed. I knew I shouldn’t have wasted another test because it only makes things worse. Symptoms mean absolutely nothing. What the heck does my body know.