Don’t feel sexy anymore

I’ve just gone thru a miscarriage, my self esteem is completely low. I’ve never felt this ugly or basic in my life. I don’t feel like my bf has that sexual attraction to me anymore and the way I feel is making me want to avoid him more because I just feel bad about myself. I used to be so fun and vibrant now all my life stresses r just piling on me and I’m going thru so much and on top of that I feel so bad. Like I feel like when I look in the mirror I see a completely different person.