Had my break down this morning 🤦🏼‍♀️

I feel so ridiculous. I’m so upset and sad today that I’m still pregnant even though I’m still early. I was told at my appointment yesterday that’s she’s already 7 pounds and she will roughly be 8-9lbs around 40 weeks which is terrifying. My son was 7 pounds at birth at 39 weeks+4 days. And she’s already that size, I know it can be inaccurate but I’ve known she’s bigger, she just feels so much bigger. I just really hope she comes early. My emotions are killing me today because I’m so upset. I know it will pass but for now it sucks. Sorry for the rant, I just need to get this out.