Just want to take the time to vent....

My fiancé and I have been trying to conceive for about a year and a half now. It's becoming so frustrating to see everyone around us get their BFP and all we receive is a unwelcome visit from AF. He drives trucks and for almost a year we've set up his home time to match when I am ovulating. Still nothing !?!! I try to keep faith and remember that it's all about timing and it's just not our time yet, but I'm yearning to be a mother and I can't help but feel the disappointment from my SO when he asks "am I feeling period symptoms" and the reply is unfortunately Yes! I've even experience being 5 days late but on the 6th day of course she shows up! 😒

To anyone reading this please say a little prayer for my family . We want this so bad !!! 🙏😢💕💙