I’m scared 😭

Hi ladiesss ! I just kind of need to vent a little 😪

May 22 i had a MC 😓 i was 7 weeks & a day but only measured 5&1 when it happened .

It would’ve been my first baby with my bf . I have a daughter that ilsm that is not turning 5 ❤️ My bf & i were sooo happy . I was soooo excited . I was happier than i had been in a long time .

My relationship got better , my family was growing we had so many plans & then boom . . . Nothing .

I am now 4 weeks pregnant 🤰

I took this today at 11 dpo 🙏🏻 I’m shocked . Im scared . Idk if to be happy to not to get my hopes up & this feeling sucks 😭

I wanna be happy & look at baby things with my bf. I wanna plan my baby shower even tho i don’t know what I’m having .

I wanna feel comfortable looking at baby things & not being scared of another loss 😭

If anyone else has experienced this pleaseee tell me how to feel better ❤️

I’m praying & hoping good will leave me my little baby 👶🏼 ♥️

I want to give my daughter a family 👨‍👩‍👧‍👦

These are my 2 favorite people & i just want us to be happy together 😓

My doctor won’t see me until i am 8 weeks. He scheduled betas for Monday and wednesday just to ease my mind but the nurse said “he said he can’t stop another miscarriage from happening” & that definitely didn’t make me feel better 😓

Accepting all prayers & good wishes 🙏🏻✨

Praying for my rainbow baby 👶🏼 🌈

Thank you ladies for reading 💙