I feel like my weight is a HUGE problem in our marriage. He’s heavy and I am too, I’ve been on a diet for awhile, my grandpa passed and I’ve stopped. I’ve gained 9 pounds. I’m limiting my food again but i feel so SO ugly! 😩😭 he never has said anything always says I’m beautiful and never acted like I’m ugly or unattractive. But I feel it really bad.. 😭

This is me last year.

This is me at 169.8 pounds

This is now after gaining 9 more pounds. My grandpa passed away and I just lost control.

Someone TELL ME PLEASE SOME HOME MADE WORKOUTS!! I feel SOOOOO ugly 😭😩

Thankfully my face has stayed skinny but my stomach is fatttttt