The pill

Hi all sorry if this offends anyone it’s not my intention.

When I was 18 I was on the pill missed a couple of days and fell pregnant not something that was planned or something I was in any sort of position to continue so with extreme pressure from my parents and the father I terminated not something that was easy and the biggest regret of my life.

I’m now 30 have been trying for a year have tried not trying just not using protection have tried apps opks everything I can think of. This leaves me with 2 questions

Could going on the pill then skipping a few days make it easier to fall

Could the termination make me infertile