My boyfriend always refuses to kiss me after I give him head... he said that he saw a lot of memes about it like: "kissing ur gf after she gives u head is like sucking ur own dick" ... idk how to feel about that I know I cannot force him to do anything that he doesnt want but it makes me feel like he's disgusted with me or maybe i'm just sensitive idk....

Also he never really fingers me, or eats me out like okay that's fine to me i dont like to force if he doesnt want to. But sometimes he would beg me to give him head even though I dont want to, and when i joke around saying that why do u expect me to give you head when you dont even do the same to me. And he would answer something like nah its disgusting and sticky......

He is still a sweet boyfriend who cares a lot about me and helps me go through my hard time but really sometimes his words do hurt me... And not gonna lie we kinda drifted after that which I don't want that at all and I hope we can last a long time.

Please help me out :'(((((