Needing some support.

Alyssa • Mama to 1 year old b/g twins after IVF 👨‍👩‍👧‍👦💉❄️ Retrieval- Oct 2018, ovaries stuck to intestines Transfer #1, December 2018- 👼🏻 chemical Transfer #2, February 2019- pregnant with b/g twins Incompetent Cervix ——> Premature Birth ——> NICU Momma

Today my cousin, who is also my best friend, told me she’s pregnant. A little back ground, she already has a 10 month old and she’s stopped taking her birth control a couple months back. Anyways, the majority of me is insanely happy for her, but there’s a part of me.. the part I hide, that is sad/frustrated for myself. I’ve been trying to conceive my first for almost 2 years, I’ve had countless tests, a few rounds of oral meds and a failed <a href="">IUI</a>. For goodness sakes, why can’t it be as easy as wham bam, thank you, ma’am!? Also, I told my husband that she’s pregnant and he’s just like “oh really” 🤦🏻‍♀️. I know he wants a baby as badly as I do, but he reacts differently then I do when it comes to still not having a baby and I just wanted him to automatically get it. Anyways, I just needed to vent and connect with people who get it.

Thanks for reading!