Am I the only one who does this?

I’m in my 5th cycle trying to conceive post miscarriage. I’m doing better. I can normally get through the days without crying. I can be halfway hopeful of getting pregnant again. I can finally find a little bit of happiness throughout the days. But at night... I get on the Internet and start reading other’s miscarriage blogs or stories and end up balling. Maybe that’s me needing to release the sadness somehow... because everyone expects me to be done crying by now. But damn it makes for long nights.

It’s definitely time to watch Netflix and get off the Internet 😪😳