I wish I knew what name this..:(
Trigger warning: I miscarried my first baby, I didn't even know I was pregnant. I knew deep down I was pregnant, I never try to get my hopes up. I was going to take a test, 3 days later, I end up getting my period, I was agonizing pain, in fact some of the worst pain I've ever experienced. I lost so much blood, I use the diva cup, and in one day on my normal period I only lose a cup of blood in one day, but I lost over 3 and a half cups of blood in one day, the next day I take the cup out to see, something I'll never forget, I couldn't stop looking, I just wanted it all to be okay. I wrote this poem for my baby, I still want to give my baby a gender neutral name, but I don't know how to tell my boyfriend that, I don't want to sound crazy. Anyways here is my poem:
It start off as something
I wanted so bad
A feeling I never had
It's nothing so I push it aside
Until the day I needed you by my side
I want you
I need you
I miss you
I didn't knew
How much I wish I had you
The time flew right by
I didn't even know you were alive
Until I had to say goodbye
Jealousy and envy get the best of me
Wanting something that is just not meant to be
You'll always be my angel
Let's Glow!
Achieve your health goals from period to parenting.