- Okay , I been wanting to do YouTube for a while now . And I’ve come to terms that I would like to do a Chit Chat GRWM video talking about my sexual assault and how I attempted suicide ! I wanna help others who’ve been down this path that think it’s nothing left for them in this world .. should I do it , or no ? I just feel like victims are told to shut up about their truth far to much and I wanna break the silence... I just need the strength to do it ! It’s been on my heart for about 2 weeks now !