For the last 32 cycles all I’ve been seen are negative pregnancy tests. I took 2 today in hope just something would come up but nothing did not even do much as a faint line like I’ve been dreaming the past week with my vivid dreams. This time I feel totally different after my HyCoSy I have a pain in my pelvic area that I cannot get rid of and my back is in pieces.

Today I died a bit more inside, today another piece of my heart went with those tests. Today I didn’t become a mother 😭😭😔😔