So fed up 😔😤

I started getting lines on my opks and got my hopes up but they only lasted for around 3 days now they’ve gone stark white again.

I just want control of my own body back.

This empty feeling is too much to bear. I know we’ll never ever replace our baby but we want a child so badly.

This whole thing is all consuming. Everyone keeps telling me not to let it consume me but that’s easier said than done. I’m trying to fill my time with distractions but it’s never enough 😔💔