I have so much hate in my heart because of TTC. I hate everyone. I hate pregnant people, babies, AF, tests, not knowing, tww and mostly myself. I feel like I can’t do anything right. I can’t conceive a baby right, can’t menstruate right, can’t pms right can’t even have a fucking uti right. Went to work and a pregnant nurse was complaining because she was still pregnant and all of her friends had already had their babies 😒 at least you know you can get pregnant. I’m over here in limbo might not even have a fucking chance at carrying children and you have the audacity to complain?!?? I give up, I give up on everything... EVERYTHING TTC, tracking, living, providing.... I’m done, I give up.