Losing hope😔

Zamariya • TTC baby #1 for two years. FINALLY having baby #1 in early December 😍👶🏽🎉

About two years of TTC And I’m so sick and tired of seeing negatives. I thought this time it would be different since my period is usually only late by a day the max and it’s 4 days late but my mind tricked me once again. I feel mentally drained, feel like a failure