anyone else struggling with quitting?

Colleen

I've been a smoker on and off for years, and now it's crunch time to quit completely. I do not want to use any cessation products if avoidable, or at least until I get to meet my OB. I can go most days taking a puff or two of an e-cigarette, but when I'm feeling really shitty I will run back and smoke a real cigarette. It makes me feel like a weak failure. Any other ladies quitting? if so, what has helped you?