I went to pick up my dog yesterday (he’s sick), and my mom stopped me. Granted he’s about 50 lbs but I’m very used to doing for myself. And more than the physical, I feel like I’m in a state of depression? I want to be happy - I know this is gift. And even though I have the full support of my family, my boyfriend doesn’t want to have it and it hurts me. Even worse because I understand why. I know his financial/living situation is less than desirable (broke & at home). But he also comes from a strong and supportive family.

I’ve always taken care of people my whole life whether it was a sibling or A BOYFRIEND! Except this one feels like mine. It feels like everything that is happening to my body is totally natural and fine. I know I can be strong through this, I just yearn so badly for his support.