31 weeks 5 days w/twins, high risk doctor said I'll most likely deliver early!!

We've been going to the high risk ob twice a week ever since I went into premature labor at 28 weeks 2 days. I've had 4 steroid shots for just in case, & every week twice a week I have a NST, ultrasound/dopplers, & now weekly bpp's (biophysical profiles). We go to every appt on edge, nervous & not know what's gonna happen. We were hoping I could to 35-36 weeks, but it's looking like that won't happen. It's hard to write everything over again, so I just pasted what I wrote. Can't believe the babies will be here anytime!!