Hemorrhoid??

I have been having a low key meltdown all day. Yesterday, I had minimal amounts of brown spotting after I kinda “checked” my cervix (which I know is a no-no now lol) but nothing after doing that all day. Got up around 6:30am and had to go #2. I strained pretty good and saw a few red drops go into the toilet. Wiped and had pink on the TP. Naturally after miscarrying a few months ago I figured that was starting again. Well... after further examination... I have a HEMORRHOID! I’ve never had one and I never thought I’d be so excited to see that the blood was from the back not the front. 😂

Hopefully I’ll be able to look back and laugh at this whirlwind of a day. Whew. 5 weeks 5 days - stay put rainbow baby!! 🌈💚🤞🏻

Who has had hemorrhoids during pregnancy? I just took a bath with epsom sale and have a tucks pad on it.