Hi everyone!!

I am sorry to bother you with this but I need to vent. I had a mc on Mother’s day in our anniversary vacation and now we are trying to conceive. My ovulation test were positive for like 6 days in a row so we ttc by then. I have to wait like 10 more days until AF arrives but I just cant handle the anxiety. Im scared and anxious at the same time. I am really eager to read my BFP but scared it wont show up. I’ve already did two tests, lol..I just cant control my anxiety. Sorry...its just that I am soooo eager to be able to have a child that its killing me. I know I need to chill, but its hard!