So my period was late 3 days and then boom 💥 it’s here. I’m so bummed 🙁 we were so excited about the possibility. I have an appointment with my GYN about fertility and this fertility drug- clomid. I really hope that it works for us. We’ve been together 10 years. Had a miscarriage in 2011. Was diagnosed with cervical cancer in 2016 had the surgery to have it removed the same year. I gave my body a full year before trying to conceive. 2017 we’ve been trying and trying and trying and nothing has happened. Out of the year and a half of TTC I’ve had a late period (by 3 days) about 3 times. Each time we were excited thinking it was what we were hoping for... long story short. I just kinda wanna give up and really don’t wanna attend this appointment 8/13 for clomid..... But my fiancé wants me to go and at least give it a shot. I’ll go but really don’t want to. I’m not getting excited or getting my hopes up high again... emotionally it’s too much! We’ll see what happens is my thoughts going forward.... Before the cancer and before the miscarriage I was a very active ballet dancer with a hopeful future in high-school. I graduated went off to college and begin dancing there. All was fine until one day during practice I just couldn’t keep myself balanced enough to go through the routine (little did I know- it was the start of cervical cancer) Each year I’d get my annual paps done, the results would come back good and ok. So for 5 years I suffered and my dance career suffered because of the hidden cancer. So when it finally showed up on my results in 2016 my new GYN was prepared, put a plan into place and made it happen... This is my my testimony and again I truly don’t wanna go to this appointment because I’m afraid that the clomid may or may not work.... but I’m going to go and do it for my fiancé. I pray all of us TTC can conceive before this year is out🦋🌈