I have no reason to believe this since I’m 7 weeks and nothing weird has happened at all. Not even spotting after sex.

It just feels like I’m being teased.

It feels like everyday I’m not growing a baby, it feels like I’m waiting for the blood to come.

I’m not stressed over it. I’m just sad. I see a baby and I don’t think “oh I’ll have that soon”, I think.. “it’d be amazing to have a baby sometime, ever.”

I’m just not confident about anything about this.

I just want to go to urgent care with pretend pelvic pains so I can get an ultrasound to confirm my beliefs that it’s ectopic, or a molar pregnancy, or there’s no heartbeat. I just want it over with. I want to know either way. I’m just so sad and jealous of women who have babies.