On June 24 I tested positive for pregnancy then on July 2nd I gushed out blood and had little clots expelled so I thought I miscarried. Then on August 2nd I went to a clinic to get Nexpanon, but I found out I was 17 weeks pregnant! It’s weird because I didn’t feel like I was. I had an ultrasound and heard a heartbeat, but honestly I’m so devastated because I don’t want to have another baby right now.

Unfortunately I just found out that the clinics here where I live stopped doing abortions in January and I really don’t want to put the baby up for adoption. I don’t know what to do. Idk if my doctor can prescribe me cytotec pill to help induce an abortion.

And a little background, I went to a catholic school for 6 years and I was so anti-abortion, but going through so much with your other half, having a miscarriage the first pregnancy, having a complicated labor made me feel discouraged in getting pregnant again for at least 3-5 years.

Anyone else going through this? I know it’s late to try and induce a miscarriage/abortion, but has anyone tired? I don’t want to drink alcohol or do drugs because if it doesn’t work and I give birth to a messed up fetus, I think I’d be more depressed than I am now.

Please don’t judge. Every in’s situation is different. If you’re 100% against abortion great for you! Don’t judge me I’m dealing with enough personal shit from my family. No one knows I’m pregnant, just my other half.