i'm currently going through my third chemo al pregmancy. got a bfp on wednesday and since then the line has faded....

the line is still there even right now testing but itsso so faint compared to wednesday.... i have been cramping and spotting slightly since yesterday 12pm,

today the cramping has stopped but the blood is getting brighter red. where as yesterday it was brown....

this is my third chemical and i am ready to give up now, i'd rather just not get pregnant than have to go through this.

i hate all of this. ttc is so draining. i want it so so bad and it just unfair. i always get my hopes up all the time. just to be let down.

anyone ever have this happen and still turn out to be pregnant? or is all hope lost for me?

i have got to ring my docs in morning and they should be referring me to an early scan unit.

i'm just starting to think it's too late....