Heres my baby boy..Jo

I miss him so so much... My heart just breaks every time I see his picture. He was my everything boy..had been through some real hard times together. His leg getting amputated was huge and made us form a very tight bond. At 5wks pp my darling boy was hit by a car in the early hrs.. It still badly hurts til this day. Its almost been a yr and I still have him 'sleep' on my pillow where he always once was. I had him cremated and pulled the stuffing out of a plush toy and placed him with the box inside. I know it seems insane but I cant bear to be apart from him. I still pat, talk and kiss him as I always did but its not the same. Im still absolutely devastated that someone couldnt slow down past a school which the street is lit up alot! for a disabled animal with clearly only 3 legs. 😭😞😢