pray for me...

my husband gets very abusive when he drinks, and he drinks everyday. he always act out 1-2days. so yeah, i get abused 2 days a week. as much as i want to leave him, i cant at all. because im scared he might do something bad to my family, cause he will blame that its them. im scared im going to end up going back like how ive done, 6xs. im very dependent, i dont have my license yet, im jobless. idk what to do anymore. pray for the strength and courage to leave him. pray for God to make a way for me. sigh... whenever he beats me up, he tells me he has no sympathy for me and.doesnt care if im hurting.