Going on our 20th month TTC. <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> #5 coming up next possibly month (not this month) because they found “something” in my uterus. A polyp, maybe. I’m so scared because my grandma had one too, not quite a year ago and it turned out to be cancer and she had a total hysterectomy and radiation, like her grandma did years before her. I’m scared I’ll have to have everything taken out to save my life. But if it’s cancer, and I do live, I won’t have a chance again to get pregnant and life would be pointless after that.

I am supposed to get a saline injection into my uterus during an ultrasound tomorrow to find out more. I’m on CD 7 and I’m still bleeding so I’ll probably have to postpone the ultrasound (they don’t want me bleeding). Last month I only bled for 1-2 days and it never got really heavy. I’ve had super regular periods until last month so I’m really nervous since this “thing” was just found last month.

Any ideas or similar experiences? I’m freaking out. Thanks.