Why do I fear 2nd pregnancy yet DESIRE it SO?!


I could test now. I just can’t remember if last period was 1st month of July, or second...

My marriage though...😭

I think I’m positive me and my daughter NEED to leave.

God is bigger than our mess. But at what point do you get out of an unhealthy marriage? He is in denial about EVERYTHING. I...know I need help-I want to be the best version of myself. I want to leave a legacy for my daughter. I want to stop being torn down, verbally, emotionally, psychologically, narcissistically abused. And...DONT GET me started on how it will soon affect her.

I have HUGE heart for the broken. Goodness, if only you guys knew what God has carried me through-HE alone gave me the strength to Overcome!!!! Like Paul said, “I boast in my weakness, because when I am weak, HE is STRONG in me!!!”

My husband is banging on my door...to be continued...