Can’t even enjoy social media anymore lol

Does anyone else’s news feed have like 10 pregnancy announcements in a row? Cuz same! I pretty much know this isn’t my month, but getting my period is still gonna hurt the same, I wanna take a break but at the same time, how is that even possible? How do I remove the thoughts inside my head? It’s like my first thought every day. :/ my boyfriend was really in his emotions yesterday because of my sons, he started crying and said they’re getting so big and he’s always at work, & he misses them and then looked at me and says, “if we can’t have kids, it’s okay. I didn’t think I’d get so attached and really feel like their mine, but I do, I love them the same I would if they were mine.” My heart melted... but i still want a girl, by him, someday...