Disgusted of my past

k.❣️ ♋️

I’ve done some terrible things and said some terrible stuff and I’m only 18. I feel so bad for all the things i used to lash out and do because i was hurting and thought everyone was out to get me. I just pray that i can change and stop lashing out. I also pray god will forgive me, i just want to be a nice person but it seems like idk when im doing mean things till after i do them.