Hate FRER! * VERY LONG POST *

Shelley • 👨🏻🤰🏻🌈👧🏻👼🏻👼🏻🐶🐶🐶🐱 Currently pregnant with my rainbow baby boy, after a loss at 10 weeks 2 days and a second loss at 17 weeks.

I know these are invalid now because I took them out of the case, but the lines were there before I took them out, I was just trying to get a photo without the glare from the plastic. I’ve had 4-6 of these with terrible indents and it’s so discouraging. I just want my rainbow baby so badly. I get my hopes up every month and every month I’m disappointed. Any words of encouragement ladies? It took almost 4 years for me to get pregnant with my daughter and then I was on birth control for about 10 months after she was born. I stopped it in december and found out that I was pregnant again on January 19, 2018. I miscarried on April 9 and had to have a d&c.; I’m so upset and feel like it just isn’t meant to be for my husband and I to have another child. I know we haven’t been trying again for long, my heart just longs for my angel baby. Sorry for the long post. I’m just upset and don’t have anyone to talk to.