I’m sorry if I don’t seem happy...

My friend just told me she’s pregnant. This makes baby #3 in 3 YEARS without trying and I’m happy for her. I am, I swear! It’s not her fault we’ve been trying...and failing...and...trying...and...failing for 2years. It’s not her fault that my body is irregular and that AF is a joke and ovulation is a guessing game even with opks, that I spend days obsessing every nick and twinge hoping it’s a sign, that many of my nights are spent crying over many BFN tests...she just knows that we’re trying, she doesn’t know that my body just won’t do what it’s suppose to...sorry guys just needed to vent