Lack of a sex drive?

I recently broke up with my boyfriend of 2 years and I’m currently in Europe and I want to go out and meet new men however I feel extremely insecure about my body (what if I have too much pubic hair and it bothers them, what if my vagina smells weird, what if there’s a lot of discharge? Etc) and that insecurity leads to a lack of desire to have sex. I have always had a very odd relationship with sex and I don’t know if there are any steps I can take to becoming more comfortable with my body?