That wishes for an early positive but prays for a positive even if it after AF is due.

That is a POAS addict and will start as early as 7DPO just to get my hopes up.

That sits on the toilet after POAS and doesn't want to look at that test because I know its just another negative.

That wraps the stick up in toilet paper and puts it on the top shelf in the bathroom and goes back to look minutes, hours, even days later just to see if there's an evap.

That is so happy for others sharing their wonderful BFPs and Faint Lines yet I feel like I'm dying inside.

That cries and prays for and with those of us that its just not happening.

That gets so angry when I see yet again on the news where someone has taken their child for granted and abused, neglected, murdered or just plain don't want them.

If you're still reading and

struggling just know that I am praying for you.

If you're still reading and have gotten your BFP, I pray you have a happy and healthy 9 months!!!

Much love to you all on your journeys!

Here's to another day, and another negative but I WILL NOT GIVE UP!!!