Me and my partner have been TTC for about 5 months now. Sometimes I feel like it’s just not going to happen for us. I do have 2 children from my previous marriage. My partner now has no kids and I’ve finally decided i feel ready for my 3rd child which would be his first. He loves me and adores my children so how could I not want to have a baby with this amazing man. However this morning I wiped and I had a little blood on the toilet paper and it sucks because it’s a sign that my period is coming. I’m rally bummed and I hate that I always have to tell him “sorry no baby this month again” I feel like maybe me being 31 is what’s the problem so I’m not getting pregnant fast enough. Idk I’m just bummed and I dislike this feeling.