Period due yesterday or today. And this is where I’m at

I’m supposed to call the RE when it starts to start treatments. First time temping. This is making my nerves insane. And I’m also waiting for my AMH results today via phone call after a full week of waiting. And I’m at work which makes it worse a bundle of nerves! I have minor cramps?

Why does this have to get me all flustered. I’m too scared to even test. Maybe Wednesday 🤷🏻‍♀️😰🤷🏻‍♀️😰